Blog

Alicia Taverner Alicia Taverner

What to Say (and Not Say) During Infidelity Disclosure: Guidance for Couples in Recovery

After infidelity is discovered, many couples enter what we call the atonement phase. This stage of infidelity recovery isn’t just about apologizing—it’s about being present, honest, and transparent while your partner tries to make sense of their new reality.

Infidelity disclosure is one of the most emotionally loaded moments in a couple’s journey. If you’ve recently admitted to being unfaithful—or had it discovered—you’re likely navigating an intense whirlwind of emotions: shame, guilt, grief, confusion. Watching your partner’s devastation may feel unbearable. You might even find yourself stuck in an endless loop of questions, late-night conversations, and growing exhaustion.

You’re not alone. This is one of the most common dynamics I witness in infidelity recovery intensives in California, and it’s a pivotal point in the healing process.

The Atonement Phase: Why the Questions Keep Coming

After infidelity is discovered, many couples enter what we call the atonement phase. This stage of infidelity recovery isn’t just about apologizing—it’s about being present, honest, and transparent while your partner tries to make sense of their new reality.

The questions you’re receiving—repeatedly—aren’t meant to trap you. They’re a natural response to betrayal trauma. Your partner’s reality has been shattered. Their mind is working overtime trying to piece things together. They’re asking again and again because they’re searching for something solid to hold on to.

As someone who specializes in couples therapy intensives and infidelity recovery, I can tell you this cycle is not only normal—it’s necessary. But it doesn’t have to happen in isolation or in a constant state of emotional burnout.

How Much is Too Much to Disclose?

One of the most common questions I get from high-achieving individuals and couples I work with is: “How much should I tell my partner?”

Here’s the truth: If they’re asking for it, they’re ready to hear it.

You might believe that withholding certain painful details will protect them. But in most cases, your partner’s intuition tells them there’s more to the story—and they keep digging. If they eventually uncover what you tried to hide, the trust you’ve been slowly rebuilding collapses like a house of cards. And now you’re starting over—with even more distrust than before.

That said, honesty should never come from a place of anger or cruelty. If you’re disclosing something painful, do it with compassion. Acknowledge that the details will be hard to hear, and offer them in a way that is open but grounded: “I’ll answer what you need to know, and I want us to be as honest as possible as we work through this together.”

Transparency helps, cruelty does not.

What to Do When You Feel Emotionally Drained

Yes, these conversations are exhausting. Yes, you need rest. And no, it doesn’t make you a bad partner to say you need a moment to step away.

Try saying something like this:

“I love you and I’m so sorry we’re here. I want to keep showing up and answering your questions, but I need a few minutes to collect myself. I’m going to take a short walk/get in the shower/meditate, and then I’ll come right back so we can continue talking.”

The goal is not to shut the conversation down, but to regulate yourself so you can stay present. Regulating your nervous system is a powerful act of care—not avoidance.

You Don’t Have to Navigate This Alone

Infidelity recovery is not for the faint of heart. It takes commitment, courage, and support. For high-performing individuals—the entrepreneurs, executives, and professionals used to solving complex problems on their own—this kind of emotional work can feel particularly disorienting.

That’s why I offer therapy intensives in California specifically tailored for couples in the aftermath of infidelity. These intensives provide a focused, structured environment to support disclosure, navigate the atonement phase, and begin the deeper work of rebuilding trust and intimacy.

You deserve to heal—together.

If you're struggling through repeated conversations, unsure how much to share, or feel like you're drowning in guilt and confusion, it may be time for something more focused and supportive.

👉 Come to California for an infidelity recovery intensive and begin the healing process in a way that’s honest, effective, and deeply transformative.

Whether you’re a couple in crisis or a high-performing individual trying to reconcile your actions with your values, an intensive could be the reset your relationship needs.

📍 Learn more and book your free consultation to discuss your intensive here.

Read More
Alicia Taverner Alicia Taverner

Two Powerful Ways to Reconnect When You’re Feeling Stuck in Your Relationship

Are you and your partner stuck in the same fight on repeat?
You’re not alone—and you’re not beyond help. Many couples come to us for couples counseling in Rancho Cucamonga after months (or even years) of feeling unheard, misunderstood, or disconnected. The good news? Small shifts can lead to big breakthroughs.


Are you and your partner stuck in the same fight on repeat?
You’re not alone—and you’re not beyond help. Many couples come to us for couples counseling in Rancho Cucamonga after months (or even years) of feeling unheard, misunderstood, or disconnected. The good news? Small shifts can lead to big breakthroughs.

Here are two powerful tools to start using right now:

1. Lead with the Need, Not the Criticism

When you're frustrated, it's easy to say things like:
“You never help around the house,” or “You’re always on your phone.”

But here’s a reframe that changes the conversation:
“I’m feeling overwhelmed, and I really need your support.”
“I miss spending time together without distractions.”

Criticism builds walls. Vulnerability builds bridges.

2. The Power of the Pause

In the middle of a heated moment, try pressing pause. Literally.

Take 30 seconds to step away, breathe, and ask yourself:
“What do I want this moment to feel like?”

This simple reset can interrupt the autopilot reactions that cause so much damage in relationships.

If you’re ready for deeper support, we offer evidence-based, compassionate marriage counseling in Rancho Cucamonga to help couples rebuild trust, communication, and connection. Whether you’ve been together for five years or 25, it’s never too late to find your way back to each other.

Interested in making a change?
Reach out today to learn more about our private intensives and weekly therapy in Rancho Cucamonga—and take the first step toward a stronger relationship. Click here to book a FREE 15-minute phone consultation. We’ll answer all your questions and make sure we’re a good fit.

Read More
Alicia Taverner Alicia Taverner

Is a Couples Intensive what you really need this summer?

You’re ready for things to change.

You’re ready to start feeling heard.

You’re ready to dig deep but you’re also afraid that the process of healing your marriage will take a really long time.

I get it. I too hate how freaking long healing can take.

I love my clients and the work we do together, but the truth is: this model hasn’t been working for me either.

You know your relationship needs help. 

You know you’re tired of the fighting, the silence, the walking on eggshells. 

You’ve thought about calling for therapy so many times, you’ve clicked through and read everything on my website, but every time you think about booking your consultation you stop. 

You look at your calendar with all the upcoming events you have, and weekly therapy just never seems like a good idea. You don’t have a day every week to devote to the process even though you are SO ready. 

You’re ready for things to change. 


You’re ready to start feeling heard. 

You’re ready to dig deep but you’re also afraid that the process of healing your marriage will take a really long time. 

I get it. I too hate how freaking long healing can take. 

I love my clients and the work we do together, but the truth is: this model hasn’t been working for me either. 


The standard 50 minute sessions often go like this: 10 minutes to catch up and choose what we should work on, 30 minutes of work, an intervention, and intense emotion, 10 minutes to wrap up and summarize what was learned.
 

I am so adamant about couples coming to see me on a weekly basis because there’s a lot to cover, and we can’t always wrap sessions up with a pretty bow. Sometimes you’ll have to sit in the discomfort of a cliff hanger until the next session. 

Healing attachment wounds, betrayals, and long-standing negative communication patterns takes hard work and dedication. It also takes consistency. 

Sometimes you just can’t get into the office once a week and that’s why I’ve started doing more intensive work with couples. 

I want you to reach your goals in a shorter period of time. 

Intensives are an accelerated form of therapy that help clients feel better faster. 

No more weekly appointments. No more watching the clock and trying to decide if the issue you’d like to bring up can be covered in the remaining 40 minutes of the session.   

These intensive sessions are so juicy and fruitful. There are no interruptions. No more starting and stopping until next week. 

You know that you’re ready to dig in and get uncomfortable, but rather than dragging it out week by week, for months, you can do it in two, 4 hour sessions or one, 8 hour session, once a month.  

Summer gets busy with travel and kids being out of school but that doesn’t mean that healing your relationship needs to remain on hold. 

Click the here to book your free phone consultation to find out how an intensive can work for you.

Read More
Alicia Taverner Alicia Taverner

What does Ketamine feel Like?

For most people Ketamine feels like a dream-like state. But most agree that they have more of a felt sense in their body than they would in a dream.

The experience is also not as fleeting as a dream and it’s much easier to remember than a dream.

If you’re considering trying Ketamine Assisted Psychotherapy (KAP), one of the things you might be wondering is, what does it actually feel like when you are under the influence of the medicine? 

If you’ve never used any type of psychedelic drug recreationally then it’s difficult to have a frame of reference. 

You may have experiences with alcohol, but Ketamine is nothing like alcohol. 

Everyone’s experience is different and the same person can have very different experiences in each Ketamine journey. 

For most people Ketamine feels like a dream-like state. But most agree that they have more of a felt sense in their body than they would in a dream. 

The experience is also not as fleeting as a dream and it’s much easier to remember than a dream. 

There is often a point where people feel a disconnection from their body and an out-of-body experience. 

You might fear losing control. But unlike being under the influence of alcohol, there’s no slurring, telling of secrets, or uncontrollable or unwanted behaviors. 

KAP clients are safe and comfortable lying down with an eye mask and headphones throughout the experience. 

What makes KAP so different from recreational drug experiences is that you’re using the medicine in a controlled setting with the intention of healing. 

Over the last several months I’ve seen some of the most profound changes for clients using KAP as a part of their treatment. Things we’ve been working on for years are clicking, and there’s so much positive forward movement. 

It’s during these out of body experiences and in this dream-like state that many clients experience a feeling of freedom from their self-defeating thoughts and patterns. 

For the first time their minds are completely clear. There’s no questioning of their every move. They don’t have a to-do list, and they aren’t replaying difficult memories or feelings. 

For the first time ever, they can just be. And it’s unlike anything they’ve experienced before. 

Some people become connected to younger parts of themselves that have felt lost and disconnected, and this creates a profound sense of healing. 

Integration sessions following these dosing sessions help clients return to these states without the medicine in their day-to-day lives. 

This allows People to feel like they can let go and move on from traumatic events that have kept them stuck for so long. 

A recent New York Times Op-Doc was released and it depicts the use of KAP for a firefighter and it does a really great job of showing how a ketamine session actually looks. In the documentary they use an IV which is different from the lozenges that my clients are prescribed, but the depiction is very similar. You can watch it here, it’s only 17 minutes long. 

If this sounds like something you’d like to experience for yourself, click the link here and book your free 15-minute phone consultation.  

Read More
Alicia Taverner Alicia Taverner

Should you go to bed angry?

Let's bust a big fat myth today…

I’m sure you’ve heard that the best way to have a great marriage is to never go to bed angry.

It’s concerning to me that couples will literally stay up all night going around and around with the same argument because they are trying to stick to this rule.

Let's bust a big fat myth today…

I’m sure you’ve heard that the best way to have a great marriage is to never go to bed angry. 

It’s concerning to me that couples will literally stay up all night going around and around with the same argument because they are trying to stick to this rule. 

I dunno about you but that sounds like a one-way ticket to complete exhaustion and a week of trying to make up for lost sleep. 

 

This rule is damaging because it doesn’t take into account the amount of damage that can be done by continuing to fight when you’re dysregulated. It doesn’t take into account the quality of communication that you’re having. You could be yelling, throwing things, name calling, and giving the silent treatment.

When couples start working with us not only do they learn how to regulate their emotions, but they understand their body’s warning signals that tell them when they are starting to become dysregulated. 

 

They learn how to call time-outs and how to respect one another’s requests to stop.  They learn how to return to the conversation when they are feeling more in control of their emotions. 

 

Our couples learn how to have conflict and still feel connected and loving. 

 

They don’t turn into enemies and they actually come to agreements about the things they are fighting about. 

 

There’s no more pushing things under the rug, walking on eggshells, or silent treatment. 

 

If you want to stop having marathon fights and learn how to improve your communication…

 

Click HERE and book your free 15-minute phone consultation. We’ll get you started with a couples expert and help you stop the marathon fights that go nowhere. 

Read More